E-HO tomorrow punya feelings.
Just a month ago, I was so hyped up with e-HO. I went for a dear friend's e-HO to experience how it felt like. And guess what I was super scared, super nervous till I had nightmares for 2 days consecutively. Everyone takes the experience differently, though it was scary yet I learnt a lot from it.. on how to be prepared. And guess what, it's my e-HO turn tomorrow. God knows how freaked out I am. And am I prepared? Hell no! I have lots of 'what ifs' in my head, what if i dont get my hosp choice, what if my hosp choice is not even there, what if system hang and mere 2 mins later, only sabah and sarawak left, what if I faint tomorrow??? Oh My God. Thankfully I have family and friends who keep on calming me down. Who am I here if without them. Fingers crossed. Hopefully all goes well tomorrow. May everyone gets the hospital choice that they wanted and that includes me too! OSR!