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E-HO tomorrow punya feelings.

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Just a month ago, I was so hyped up with e-HO. I went for a dear friend's e-HO to experience how it felt like. And guess what I was super scared, super nervous till I had nightmares for 2 days consecutively. Everyone takes the experience differently, though it was scary yet I learnt a lot from it.. on how to be prepared. And guess what, it's my e-HO turn tomorrow. God knows how freaked out I am. And am I prepared? Hell no! I have lots of 'what ifs' in my head, what if i dont get my hosp choice, what if my hosp choice is not even there, what if system hang and mere 2 mins later, only sabah and sarawak left, what if I faint tomorrow??? Oh My God. Thankfully I have family and friends who keep on calming me down. Who am I here if without them. Fingers crossed. Hopefully all goes well tomorrow. May everyone gets the hospital choice that they wanted and that includes me too! OSR!
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E-HO nighT.Tmares

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Im having nightmares.. Terrible. Scary ones. I dreamt of getting Housemanship at Sabah Sarawak.. And crying at the airport (in the dreams kay). Its all because there were some glitches when i was choosing hospital at e-Ho portal and all the options in Semenanjung just vanished. I literally woke up drenched in sweat, with palpitations. Could not believe it was not real for a moment. But thank God it was not real. I was having mental panic that moment. It's not that Sabah Sarawak is bad or what. Its just that, its too far.. I would be more ready if the gov campak me there during Mo-ship but not for my Ho-ship.  Maybe this nightmares all because too much cumulative fear of not getting my e-Ho choices. I dont know, the fear is there even though my e-Ho is most probably months away.  Just a day ago, e-Ho for 3rd batch of this year was called in. There were lots of hu-ha's in all the telegram groups for each tapisan. And I had been reading all this messages meticulously to not miss ...
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Shrinking Violet

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Studying, adding knowledge to this tiny little pea brain in pretty exhausting. I can go on spending the next many hours glued to the screen of my Android, but the moment some serious realization hit my conscience, that I should be doing some serious studying, that is exactly when I feel all lazy, fatigued, malaise sometimes proximal myopathy to even carry the books. After many months of contemplating of making this blog (in fact I had many unpublished drafted posts of how annoyed I am for being useless at home, I deleted them), I am making a serious decision. I am strictly sticking to writing this blog, sharing stories until I get my e-Housemanship offer which should be about 2-3 months for now. This decision purely made because I am bored. I need to do something which i beneficial before I got worked up as Houseman doctor. I cannot regret then, can I? Well, being at home pretty sucks. I mean for a girl like me, I like exploring stuffs, outings, travelings, foods (mind it, I don't ...
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