Shrinking Violet

Studying, adding knowledge to this tiny little pea brain in pretty exhausting.

I can go on spending the next many hours glued to the screen of my Android, but the moment some serious realization hit my conscience, that I should be doing some serious studying, that is exactly when I feel all lazy, fatigued, malaise sometimes proximal myopathy to even carry the books.

After many months of contemplating of making this blog (in fact I had many unpublished drafted posts of how annoyed I am for being useless at home, I deleted them), I am making a serious decision. I am strictly sticking to writing this blog, sharing stories until I get my e-Housemanship offer which should be about 2-3 months for now. This decision purely made because I am bored. I need to do something which i beneficial before I got worked up as Houseman doctor. I cannot regret then, can I?

Well, being at home pretty sucks. I mean for a girl like me, I like exploring stuffs, outings, travelings, foods (mind it, I don't drink or support smoking and alcohol.. and if you are onto it, go on), but over a year being at home I didn't really get to experience any of those (thanks Coronavirus). I pretty much eat, sleep, watch TV and do nothing. Maybe once a week, I hit up the books, get too excited to study the very next day, but this lazy devil on my shoulder would just shussh me back to my heavenly phone with all the unattained pleasures of life to see on hard screen which I needed before landing a career life. Wellll thats quite a long sentence.

A little about me:

- I am going to be all out anonymous to all my readers, please don't find me (at this stage, I dont think anyone would be reading these rants in future except me so this is going to be a gift for me by me)

- But that doesn't mean I wont share some little things with you (again writing to some nonexistent readers haha)

- I graduated last year 2019 with MD on my cert. Waiting for about a year for my famed Doctor job.

- I seriously regret some of the life decisions I made for past years, but nothing can be done now that it's in past. I just moved on. I chose not to get depressed.

- Well, little other details of me that wouldn't give myself away, hmm let me think..

- Owh, okay I love vegetables and fruits. I can live without meat but not without my daily dose of fibres.

That's it for the beginning post.

p.s: If you can find me, let me know ASAP, we can be friends. Otherwise, let me stay shrunk =P